Monday, June 18, 2012

Hi guys~ okeh lame kn tak update blog nie..

i went thru' one of my friend's facebook and she posted this :

 A very short lesson in Psychology:
When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you Just take a moment. and think.

which one is you? then think again. why make you feel like that? :)

okeh cube baca post yg ini pulak :

 “Allah knows when you do something for someone and they’re not grateful
when you get up to pray in the early hours of the morning while the rest of the world is asleep
when you hold your tongue instead of being rude or disrespectful
when you don’t argue with your parents even though you know you’re right when you do the right thing when no-ones watching when you make duaa for your enemies instead of hurting them with bad words
when you do the smallest of smallest of good deeds, so small even you’ve forgotten about it..
Allah knows. And whoever does an atom’s weight of good will see it (Qur’aan 99:7)”

aku hanya mampu tersenyum saja.. :) and last but not least....

whenever you are alone, remind yourself that Allah swt has sent everybody away,
so that it's only you and Him :)

it's a great feeling every time i've read those sentence. in a way.. it change my thought in a very unique way.. salam you alls :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

they are the best gift in my life

hai guys.


djah . atiq . naim . ida. along . mok . jannah .

i love you guys .
seriously you all are the best gift i ever had .

We've been through a lot
soon we'll be apart
We'll go our separate ways
And make a new start
Down different paths
Friends have been made and lost Chorus
It's not the end it's a new beginning
The start of something new
One door closes another opens
It's not the end for you
Together we are stronger, together we are stronger
Together we are one x2

We've had a lot of fun
All through the years
We've laughed and we've played
Some of us had fears
And some of us had tears
Some will be friends forever
It's not the end it's a new beginning
The start of something new
One door closes another opens
It's not the end for you

Let's remember the good times
We've had from year to year
Let's forget the sad times
And remember all the cheer Chorus

Together, together, together we are stronger
Together, together, together we are one.

graduation song - vitamin C.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

haha. aku tau lagu nie sgt typical .
tapi aku tak tau cam ne nak express feeling aku kat kowang sume.

aku nak nangis. tpi air mata aku tak nak kuar.

aku nak nak cakap nan mulut aku tak mampu .

aku nak taip pun tak reti nk susun ayat... tapi aku tao....

ati aku tgh menangis . aku asee .. aku ase dier tgh terlukee...

uuu. kowang dah sampai tahap aku sayang gile..

ati aku terasa sakit macam aku tengah bercinta dengan korang sumee... bodo lah kowang nie. tau tak ati aku sakit. sbb aku terlalu sayang kau orang... aku tak nak.... aku tak nak jauh nan kowang sumeee...

hurm .. banyak kot mende yg kite wat same2 setiap hari. bukan seminggu sekali . tapi tiap tiap hariiiii..~

makan mlm sesame....
gelak2 nan kowangg...
sakitkan hati kowang...
main2 dengan kowangg..
berjalan2 nan kowangg...
layan karenah kowang...
kowang layan karenah aku . . .

bile aku list out gamba2 kat dalam lap top niee..
banyakkkkkkkkkkk gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee gamba kite sumee..

banyaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk sgt memori kite sumee.. tak tau nk cite mne satuu...

yang aku tau...
sejak aku jumpe kowangggg.. aku happy gile sangattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt tau?
kowang tau tak???

thankkkkkkkkkss!!!!! thanks sbb wat aku eppy slalu dok nan kowang.. kowang.. jom lh dok umah aku reramai... uhuhuuh...

nnt atiq masak kat dapur...
naim berkebun kat blakang umah...

n all the girls huhaaa huhaaa kat depan .. hahahaaha.....
*okeh ini merapu hahaha*

kowang nk tau tak kowang sbnr nyerrrr.. banyak gile ubah aku... dari aku....rupe nyer cam nieeeee....

*time orientasi *

sampai jadi camnieeee!!!

tpi . even letak pic nie.
aku tetap ase seksi dan berkeyakinan tinggi.
nak tau sebab ape..?? sbb aku ade kowang.. kowang yg sentiase support akuu.. n tegur mane salah akuu... bezekan mane baik mane buruk.. kowang trime sume baik buruk aku... kowang is the best thing i ever had ! terbaikk!!

big hug for each 1 of you.. ase nak make love nan kowang sume . wakakakakak .. :P

damn i love you all!!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

She's Gone - Steel Heart

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.


Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.

my heart belongs to you.. till now...
damn i miss you !

Sunday, January 30, 2011

m.y f.i.n.a.l s.e.m.e.s.t.e.r

YUHUUU~ okeh serius lame gile tak hupdate blog~
seriusssssly!rindu blogging! huhu

ahaa~ pejam celik pejam celik. eh! aku dah final semester lah!
ZAAAPPP!! dalam kepala aku terfikir...

*dulu aku benci gile kau wahai UUM! tapi sekarang?
sumpah aku sayang gile UUM! omjayyyy!! believe it or not..! i'm actually saying it! UUM U MAKE ME LOVE YOU.. ~ n i really2 fall in love with you~ and never ever forget about you owh UUM! HAHAHAAH!


banyak gile perkara berlaku. bergumbira. nangis. berkasih sayang. bercinta. berpisah. ber ber ber.. sume BER BER.. tapi BUKAN BERAK ! OK! hahaha. kesimpulannya. aku banyak blaja tentang kehidupan, manusia, yang berbagai ragam yang kadang2 kau sendiri tak pernah terjangka n terlintas lam hati kau mcm nie.

*eh~ wujud eh orang macam nie..??*
*ya ampun baik nyer kauuu!*
*eh pehal dier nie kurang hajar sgt??*
*kenape kau caring sangat sal aku nie??*

manusia. ada yang baik. baik betul. ada yang jahat. sumpah kau jahat sampai pointer orang pun kau sanggup jato kan. syaitONNNNNN betol kau itu! manusia. UNPREDICTABLE.

jadi untuk final sem nie. aku harap. yang terbaik untuk aku dan kawan-kawan aku.

so start from today...~ aku akan lampir kan semua aktvt aku sebagai mahasiswi semester akhir . sarjana muda pengurusan sumber manusia. *chewah. bangga abis lah konon nie. * hahaha.

okey lets see.. muke aku semester 1. n semester akhir. *hahaha*

*muke habis bajet comel! AHAHAAHAH! LOL!
*wondering mane pegi baju kurung. ~* owh ye. dah bagi makan kat strika. hahaah*

dis is my latest pic KOT yg i ade. gamba pakai baju formal nk pegi PKU konon nyer nak cuci Gigi.

OWH yeah~ dis is so me n last sem punyer perangai. makin gila. muke? takde perubahan. klu tgk IC. umur 14 thun still same! hahaha! *bile nak matang muke nie...? isk isk isk!

secara luaran .owh ye mmg tepat skali tiada perubahan . mungkin cara pemakaian dah berbeze mengikut umur.
tapi dalaman . yes banyak gile brubah. the way i think. all the experienced i gain for these 3 years. it's just too many.n buat aku lebih matang. but yes.~ aku masih gile gile. n mungkin dah tahap bangang ! hahaah ~

-end for today-
esok kelas pagi.. ZzZzzzZzzZz !

Thursday, December 16, 2010

birthday djah n ida in advance!

hoo~ okeh
time beday aku mereka2 ini seronok betul kenakan aku~
so skung time to revenge! hahahahhah
okies guys~

take this!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

birthday baby arissa~

ayah n bby arissa~

hee. tgk.. mak happy.. hehehe :)

koleksi adiah arissa!

my happy family..~! :D

Thursday, December 2, 2010

fantasi & realiti


aku pernah terbaca satu ungkapan nie.

apa yang anda fikirkan bende itu paling betul yang pernah kite buat dalam hidup kite.. mungkin adalah bende yang paling salah dalam dunia realiti.

yes i've been through dis situation.

setip kritikan kan dan kutukan yang kite terima.. cube lah renung2kan..
dimanakah kedudukan anda..

realiti atau fantasi?

dan berhenti untuk berfikiran rasional dlm fantasi..
kerna perkara ini yang membawa kite berada lebih jauh dari dunia realiti..

bergurulah dengan mereka yang beriman kepada ALLAH S.W.T
sesungguhnya.. semua jawapan ada pada-NYA.

mood: muhasabah diri. :)